SimpleThunder

every time i hear your name, the harder I fall. every time i see you face, i'm losing it all. every time i hear your voice, i'm building a wall. when i go down, i go down hard, and you don't even know what i've done to get this far. i'm pushing my way back up through the clouds, the sun's shining bright, i'm on my own now, im leaving you behind, im leaving you behind, you don't have that hold on me, anymore. so that's what i say. will it make it okay? does this mean that I'm leaving you behind? every time i see that shade of blue, i see your eyes, and i think of you. i shut my eyes and turn away, i open them again, an

can you save us? i can't go on in this rhythm without time. some things just aren't meant to be, but i believe that you and me is something i can't see falling into that category. please don't leave me standing here, i've nothing to fight with, and everything to fear. i could stay here for hours just to wonder to myself, and i could stay without power, alone and in the dark, but so far, it's not doing me any good, and could you be here, i know you would. so why are you sitting a mile away, when your arms could be my place to stay? why don't you close the distance, let's take the path of least-resistance. im tired of sta

so remember how much i used to love you? yeah, darling, i remember too. all this time, i thought i was letting you go, but now i can see that this bitterness has got nowhere to go. i don't know why i love you still, we've been apart for far too long. and i don't feel the same anymore; i can't even write like i did before; my head's jumbled up, and you're helping me none, it's making me sick, love, what have you done? can't you see this pile of nothing you're turning me to? don't you know that life's hell when im not with you? there's some reason why i can't let go. i thought i was getting closer. it was getting so much easier.

you haven't got the slightest clue, i wish that I could forget you. everytime i see those stupid pictures, my heart starts beating really fast, and i start to break out into a cold sweat. so what did you ever gave me that made me like this? you're the reason that i cried myself to sleep every night this summer. you're the reason that i can't trust anybody. what do you want from me? i can't stop it. im fighting to keep my breathing under control. soon, ill be shaking like it's below zero, and my heart's gonna fall out of my chest as my sanity falls through the cracks. ill feel like im freezing to death, but there will be a fire